Routinely Thoughtful

I am thinking of you,
as the earth goes round and round.

Sometimes, I often think of you
mainly when we used to laugh
and well, when I fucked it up
but I think of you.

I think of you
as an addict would.

Sometimes I wish you knew
that everyday I think of you,
but then, I wouldn't be able to say:
"I'm thinking of you."

It seems I'm obsessed
you're just the clouds in my head.

I think of you
sometimes, as the sun goes down
but always when I open my eyes
and on my prayers at night. 

I am thinking of you
like a child lost in the woods.

Blue, light blue, pink, orange
and the sky ends with you,
that's when I think of... 
you know who.

I want to remember you,
guess what I do.